i was having a terrible cough since laz thursday till today. having sleepless nite due to the cough which woke me up.

i remember last time wenever i cough in d middle of d nite, she will come to my room, one hand holding cough syrup with spoon and the other hand holding a glass of water. she will tap my shoulder and wif her soft voice she says "girl wake up and take ur medicine. u had been coughing non stop". i woke up grab the glass of water from her and she fed me the medicine and drink d water den. she will den apply some Vicks on my chest and i just went off to sleep without saying thank you.

d more i tink of it d more heartache i was...y didnt i say thank you? i had never given the chance den...

i miss d times she take care of me, regret never had d chance to say thank you...

as CNY is approaching, my heartache even much...its another year without her in our life...