14th July

14 of July. sum don like the figure. errrmm.. is tat a sumkind bad date? if im not mistake i've heard tat 14July isnt a good date. but who cares, 14July is my mum's birthdays!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA!!". damn those tat say 14July is not a good day.

my elder sis bought a choc cake from Italy bakery. mum haven come bek from work, she finishes work at 11pm. she came bek have a nice shower den rest a while watching tv. we plan earlier ask Wendy to call bek around 1155pm so tat we can distract my mum's attention while lighting the candles.

Wendy call bek exactly at 1155pm while we get ready the candles etc. i prepared the camera. my mum was happily chatting with Wendy den we pop in front of her and sing her birthday song. she terkezut. LoL~!

she's 53 years old dy. time passes damn bloody fast. she's growing old. all this while, if she's not with us, we wont be here too. for 28+years, she struggle thru ups and downs to bring 5 of us up. i can even remember wen she nearly give up during her cancer treatment (chemo and radiotheraphy). if its not becos of my aunties and uncles giving her words of encouragement, i tink she's already give up her life. wen she's sick, the whole house was so quiet. no laughter, no nagging, no gossip to be share with. at tat moment, we oni watch her lying emotionless saying no word. wen recal bek those moment, tears will flow down even now im typing tis blog, my tears too automatically flow down. we were so busy doing housework fetching her to hospital etc. i remember tat time, i became very thin, cos i tend to skip all the meals (breakfast,lunch and dinner).

not oni struggling thru these sickness time, she toohave to face difficulties in bringing up tis home. the mistake of choosing wrong 'partner' in her life makes us more alert in choosing our own life partner. she even told us before tat if she's not strong enuf, she wud have died long time ago. but with her strong wiling to live and bring us up , she NEVER give up in her life!!

this is one of the woman i really salute! she's always there for us, no matter wat.

THANKS MA. IF ITS NOT BECOS OF U, WE WONT BE EXPOSING TO THE WORLD NOW! LOVE YA~!

i tink i better stop here, very very indeed emotional now. ciao peeps~!