3rd of December marks a special day for Ta Jie. yes, thats the day u brought her into this world Ma.

we got her a birthday cake and wen we were singign birthday song for her, i look at her face. Happy + Sad.

her sad looks was telling us that Mama is not with us today. it hurt us so much ...

if im the one that is making the birthday wish, i wish that i cud turn bek the time and make sure that u're always healthy ...

the other day i was at MP, sum shop turn on CNY song. i quikly walk off and nearly burst out to tears. unlike the past years, my heart sure to jump to joy wen i listen to CNY song .. but tis time..my heart break into pieces. for the past few years, CNY is the oni occasion where we will be going out together in a family and visit relatives and enjoying ourselves ... but tis time...i just dono how to go thru it without u ...

months has pass by ... the missing game is still there ... we still miss u so much ... wenever i woke up in the morning, i sure to tink wat were u doing up there and wen i was about to sleep , i will be thinking of you too ... been trying hard not to teared but i failed to do so ...