somehow, whenever im doing cooking alone at your kitchen, i will feel that u're standing close to me and gave me a proud smile .... proud smile that says i'm a grown up now ....

so wat im grown up? wats the point of growing up without u?

8 months without u was like a disaster...i seriously missed your voice and your laughter and wenever you join us making jokes around ....

again the same old question always comes to my mind...y must it had to be you!? i asked God this question wenever i do my prayers, but my heart went soft later on and i ask God to guard you all the time...taking care or you wen we r not around with u

Ma, can u drop by and visit us from time to time? i wish to see u soon.......