again ....

the other day at office,i called up Sharon, she started interrupting me and told me she had dream bout my family. she assured me not to worry as she knows my mum trying to tell her tat she's happy there and wanted to pass msg to us not to worry. i know Ma tat u're happy there .. its just tat i miss u too much

it was indeed a nice dream and i cried while listening to her.

i hung up d fon and cried a lil and smile to myself saying it was a gud news.

i nearly pik up the fon and started dialing my house number and wanted to tok to her..my mum. but i forgot she's no longer with us but happily at Pureland with Amitabha.

i remembered wen i was working at KL, wenever i had the free time at office i will definitely called my mum and chat with her asking whether she had taken her meals, wat is she doing and wat other gossip news to be shared wif me.

and if i received any good news, she's d 1st person i called up and share out my good news with.

but now it had changed .... * sigh *

i was out wif my girlfrens just now for breakfast and received comment saying tat i had thin down. remind me of sumting. wen i was taking care of my mum at hospital, i happily told mama tat i had thin down. and she gave me tat -______-" face. haha! damn miss her.

last nite wen i was about to sleep, i think bout u again. wondering wat u doing there. and i doze off. tis morning i woke up and think bout u .. tears stroll down again ...