Ting Mama De Hua

i was listening to my own mp3 at office wen i saw one song which have no title and artist name. curiousity kills the cat. so i play tat song and listen.

tears strolling down again wen the song i played was sang by Jay Chou and title "Ting Mama De Hua" (listen to you mother).

i remembered few weeks bek, i called Karen's cellphone wen her caller ringtone was tat song too. i cried a lil. i manage to ask her whether she still have tat caller ringtone , she said she no more. i asked why .. she din answered, but i noe wats her real reason ... she had missed u too Ma.

and this afternoon wen i was having lunch wif Kodok at one of the nearby cafe, the same song appear at the cafe and my heart broke into pieces.

i was having a terrible menses earlier and the 1st person came to my mind is my mum. she had always listen to my complain bout all these pain i had been experiencing. but now, i have no idea who to complain. and i told myself "Ma, where r u?". tears stroll down non-stop.

i remembered wen i was working at KL and wen my mum was not diagnosed wif liver cancer ... wenever i came bek to Mlk, i will not go out till my mum left for work. and if i were to go out, i will make sure i come bek earlier so tat i have plenty of time to be wif my mum. sumhow i just got the feeling i really nid to spend more time wif my mum. there were one day wen i got bek home early from an outing wif my frens, she ask how come im bek so early? i told her tat im old ady and don't have the energy to hang out tat much. she laff and said "ni shen cai hen kuai le". (now u very good ady). but the fact is i lied to u Ma. its not bout "don't have the energy to hang out tat much" ................... i actually wanted to see u more.